✦ Leo's Grotto

Are you lost?... Welcome to my world.
✦ Leona ⟡ Adult ⟡ She/Her ⟡ INFP ⟡ The "Barrow Rat" ✦
⟡ Hello! I’m Leona, born in Barrow & created in Manchester. I’m a media student and aspiring film director, who is also looking to be a screenwriter, photographer, CGI artist and author. And aside from entering the creative and media industry I enjoy hobbies such as hiking, gardening, clothes design, and urban exploring! I believe in creative liberty and freedom from the big corporations.

BG: Pinterest (unknown author); rose dividers & radio bg: Creative Commons/Public Domain
✦ Interests
⟡ I have a stupid amount of interests... whoops x')

Media and film (of course…)
⟡ Red Dwarf (series);
⟡ Gogglebox (series);
⟡ Taskmaster (series);
⟡ Stranger Things (series);
⟡ The Big Knights (series) “I only wanted to throw the old witch :((” best line ever
⟡ Fight Club;
⟡ Everything by Studio Ghibli;
⟡ Groundhog Day
⟡ The Tragedy of Macbeth (Joel Coen)
⟡ The Truman Show
⟡ Coraline
⟡ Genres: Mysteries, thrillers, eco-drama, crime, neo-noir, magical realism, psychological horror
Androgynous clothing
⟡ I switch styles daily -goth, boho, street, skater etc and I love mixing &matching to create my own vibe haha not loyal to any one style
⟡ Not super into brands but I like Off White, Vans, River Island, BoohooMAN & of course DIY/unique/indie stuff when I can afford it
⟡ ANY excuse to go to Camden Markets or Afflecks Palace
⟡ Most of my stuff is thrifted
Jazz, House and Funk music
⟡ Wes Montgomery
⟡ Django Reinhardt
⟡ Caravan Palace
⟡ Jamiroquai
⟡ LF System
⟡ Obskür
⟡ Cosmos Midnight
⟡ Amy Winehouse
⟡ Sammy Virji
⟡ Fleetwood Mac
⟡ Kolter
⟡ Klaus Veen
⟡ QB9
⟡ aaand even more!.........
Hanging out with friends
⟡ … but I have HORRIBLE social anxiety :(
Graffiti & street art
Graphic design & branding
Taxidermy
Camping, hiking, exploring!
Cinema and theatre as often as I can!
Cooking
Big city life (... not the song :P)
Self-sufficiency.
Off-the-grid, nomadic living.
Shakespeare & complex literature.
⟡ Don’t worry if you can’t understand this stuff, I’m not a snob or a smartass. Lil secret: I struggle to understand quite a bit, unless I have historical context, but I’m too afraid to admit it lol
Celestial stuff is my jam
Chocolate, pizza, and olives are my favourite foods
Vaping
Crustaceans - only because I bought some intended as starter pets and accidentally got attached. WHO’D HAVE THOUGHT A LIL SHRIMP COULD HAVE SO MUCH PERSONALITY!
⟡ Very biased as I have em as pets, they were NOT my favourite animal/something I’d have even considered for a pet, I wanted a dog like everyone else but… circumstances.. and, here we are!
⟡ LAWN PRAWN SUPERIORITY :O
Matt Rose..
⟡ We need more good ol' laughs in this world
Wikepedia
CAFFEINE
Aesthetics
⟡ Ugly stuff gives me OCD I can’t lie
⟡ I have no specific aesthetic, just like anything pretty
Industrial locations, I can’t be the only one that thinks that old mills, brutalist architecture, massive depots, huge chimneys and pipes, are cool.
NOT IMPORTANT UNLESS YOU’RE BUYING STUFF FOR ME My favourite colour is NOT green, or pink, or black… it’s cyan! (light blue or green-blue)
Old architecture (old mansions, derelict buildings, castles, etc)
Animals & Plants and… all of life on Earth!
Chemistry
Every day should be different & interesting, life is but short
⟡ if u know how to get into Cacaphony Society/any group for the pursuit of genuine happiness lmk
Herbal remedies
⟡ hence my growing nettles! serotonin in a pot.
⟡ Yes, I’m good at keeping plants going. No, I do not want a career in this ;0;
Crosswords
Halloween
⟡ Witchy vibes!
Beer
Beautiful, intricate designs
Dried flower displays
Upcycling & DIY
The Mediterranean
Asia
Caving
RAVING
⟡ As I have ear damage, I don’t attend concerts often & I prefer open air & away from a traditional venue, but I’ve only raved twice :(
Pop music (esp. 2010s)
Overthinking :'')
Hollywood
⟡ I especially have beef with Disney for trying to monopolise the film industry. Chill if you like their movies but I cannot enjoy them myself.
Money
Action and superhero films
⟡ I’m that person who criticises and nitpicks every single film, generally not very open about my opinions cause I don’t want to ruin what others enjoy but I genuinely do not enjoy 99% of films cause of this
Stereotypes
⟡ fine if you wanna label yourself but PLEASE don’t assume stuff about others! Some people aren’t comfy with labels.
⟡ I have social anxiety so I must be antisocial, straight/heterosexual so I must only fancy boys and should I ever fancy a girl I must be bi (yes I have crushed on 2 girls but as I am SO biased to boys I do not identify as bi) and prob ADHD/some issue with focusing on stuff I don’t care for (I HATED SCHOOL), idk so I must be super hyper & disruptive. (I’m crazy good at pretending to listen, so you probably never noticed. I USED to be very hyper @ school, but who'd guess...) Hence why I don’t label! &pls don't assume anything about me till you know me, I’m a quite complex person
Maths
Covert racism (far harder to call out)
Feminine stuff
⟡ Sounds contradictory at first as I am a female but I am definitely a tomboy
⟡ and to clear up any confusion I identify as female (she/her) I present androgynously because people should be free to display their identity as they wish. I am 2% male tho but PLEASE do not use he/him
Black & white thinking
⟡ eg. X is a terrible person because they’re greedy, Y is a hero because they help the poor! Sorry life ain’t that simple
Those that think non-human = not sentient/intelligent/complex
Small talk
Celebs, I respect them but don’t idolise them
Follow the herd mentality, I get that it's scary to be yourself but it's ok to be you <3
⟡ of course if u want to this is fine, but don’t create a fake version of yourself just for others! Be authentic
Mainstream psuedoscience
Fandom mania. Be a fan but don’t be a toxic fan. Unhealthy obsessions are too normalised
If u think introversion is bad or "abnormal" sorry but that’s 50% of society.
⟡ Why do people think introvert = antisocial + no social skills? Here’s an article for y'all that think that. Introversion is NOT A DISORDER we are perfectly capable of socialising just less inclined to. And we do want to interact but not constantly!
The dumbing down of content for kids coughcough Minecraft Movie
Civilisation… it sucks.
Minimalism
⟡ Crazy patterns everywhere please! More self expression!
Waffling on and on…
⟡ I AM SO GUILTY OF THIS I’M SORRY
Anyone with malicious intent
⟡ Not everyone who does something bad did it cause they had ill intent. But you learn and grow from your mistakes.
Sedentary lifestyle. Daily walks for me!
⟡ it doesn't make u leaner btw. Normalise body shapes & stop calling healthy sizes obese please..
Censorship
History was bad, exactly why we shouldn’t forget it lest we repeat our mistakes. The world is not pure sunshine, there is rot too. Can't have ying without the yang.
Disrespecting the deceased
⟡ …unless they were a dictator or something but pls don't diss the dead just for clout
The news (unless it’s science-y stuff, my inner geek needs to be satisfied) because 99% is just doom
⟡ Please don’t discuss real events like war, murder, famine, etc. Fictional is fine. I get way too upset, especially when I can’t do anything at all to help.
Kinda awkward but I HATE sex scenes & overtly sexual stuff. I’m already so full of shame that I cannot feel any more, so there, you have it :''/aand all the awkward stuff is below so, if you don't plan on getting to know me pls don't read haha
So irrationally scared of messing up interactions that I end up doing so out of fear ;0; I have trust issues & even me sitting near u is a sign I trust u. And I’m so confident in my head :( PLEASE DON’T ASK ABOUT MY CHILDHOOD, I don’t like censorship but trauma jokes make me really uncomfortable. I did not attend secondary at all, homeschooled or otherwise.

